Iam lucky or GOD love me?

I dont believe i was almost DEAD .Last saturday night i was alone in my room.Dont know how maybe iam just too depress,i cannot find any other way to relax myself. Then i come up to the conclusion to drink the whole 2 bottles of cough syrup.It may be sound crazy.But it happen.Laying on  the bed and feeling high.Its indeed awesome.I enjoy it.Slowly i fall into sleep.The clock shown 11 pm.Suddenly at 1 am i woke up.Sweating over my body,heart racing like hell,my stomach felt want to burst and head spinning freaking hell.My body felt sooo hot.I can still remember how miserable i was that time.I think iam gonna die that night.Repeatly,I rush to the washroom to wash my face,arm and head to cool down my body temperature.I force myself to vomit but cant. Iam coming back and forth from my bed to washroom several times and finally fall into sleep.The next day,iam preety sure i just spending about 2 or 3 hours waking up and the rest hours i slept.Too sleepy.Sometimes i heard my roomate nagging at me cause spent much time to sleep.Well i dont care.I want to rest.The next day.I woke up and realize my wrong doing  will lead myself  to die.Drinking the whole 2 bottles of cough syrup is not funny.But iam still here alive and continue living maybe just because of luck?Idont know.But it quite enjoyable.I love it.Perhaps next time i will do it again. And maybe next time it can be fatal.Well i dont care,that was what iam hopping for anyway.Dead!

Amy lives without love from his father.His father died exactly when he turn 6years old.It's quiet hard for him to grow without a father.When all kids graduate at their kindergarten with their father and mother besides them and have a photo together but he have only her mother in this world trough thick and thin.But he not really care about that stuff since he is growing up.10 years past,now he just turn out 16years old.Like usually her mother give him the present for his birthday.But today, his mother tell him that the present would be different from his birtday gift before.This is Amy's favourite time where his mother celebrating his birthday.He just want to love his mother more than everything.When the table already done setting up,her mother tell him to sit on chair and like usuals her mother will singing the birthday song to him then Amy will blow the 16candles on the cake right after when he done make his wish.Suddenly,someone knock up their door.Amy then walk slowly to the door and open it.A tall man with white skin colour standing infront of the door then the man introduce his self to Amy.

      "Hallo,iam Jack, your mother's friend and...you could be Amy right.?"said the man.

  

        "Who is this mom.?"ask Amy to his mother as his mother walking right away toward at them two.

        "Amy..did you remember what i've told you early this morning that iam going to give you a different birtday gift for your 16years old present today?So,here we are your   birthday gift,it's Jack.Jack will be your father next week.So,how do you think?said Sarah to his son.

       

After hearing that,Amy then run toward his room and lock his room door.Maybe his mother would think he will be happy but actually he didnt.

Sarah knocking the door telling Amy to come out and she trying to comfort Amy.But it didnt working.

Sarah know that his son didnt like Jack but neither Amy would like or not she will be marrying that guy.

After a couple hour,Amy coming out from his room and he see her mother and Jack are watching television together and he can telling that her mother so happy with Jack beside her.As he see Jack stand up from sofa and heading to kitchen maybe to take some water he guess,Amy then follow him right away.

Amy slowly take a knife from kitchen drawer,then he hide the knife at his back and walking toward Jack.

       "Hi jack,"said Amy to Jack.

        "Ya..hi Amy,so,are you okay?I thought that u didnt like me."replied Jack.

        "I did?.Why would i dont like you since my mother happy with you then it is okay for be you be my father as long as she happy."replied Amy he then give Jack his fake smile.

Sarah feels weird because Jack took the long times just for taking a glass of water.She then go to the kitchen to make a check then suddenly she see his son holding a knife at his back and his son make a move like he is going to stab Jack with that knife.Seeing that,Sarah run toward Amy and push away Jack.The one who being stabbed now is his mother.

       "Dear my son Amy,.for over 10 years iam being a widow and raised you alone without a husband.Iam not let you did the same thing like you used to do 10 years ago."

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*Amy's wishes when every time he blows the candle is ;"I love my mother,i wish i could live happily together with her,just the TWO OF US,just THE TWO OF US,"

*Dont take it serious,it just one of my writing.heeeehheeeeeheeee piece yawwww

Believe me not

One day i'm on my way to home with my bestie at my workplace, Sofia. Unfortunately she just got divorced last week and i can told u that she's very quiet from the last week. Maybe she still sad and hopes that everything could be turn normal where she and her husband live in a happy family again like they used to be. In our way home, I ride a freaking nice Mercedes Benz that my father gave to me early this month and Sofia told me all her problem and as a friend i gave her advices like all friends should did. Then suddenly she changes the topic of conversations. She whispered to me "why don't i'm telling you a ghost story since you about to bored  "said Sofia to me. Then i said "Yeah...iam honestly telling you actually i'm so sleepy tonight due to many works today and stuff". Sofia gave me an evil smile then she starts the story.

      "One day, at 1 a.m like usually, the two girls on they way back home from club. Then in their way on highway, suddenly a Myvi car from now where came and drove side by side with their car. Then the girls felt uneasy and trying to look at the driver of those Myvi car and what was shocking them the Myvi driver staring at them two with the scariest look. The girl then pressed the pedal and in two minutes the Myvi car left behind." Sofia ended her story.


  "So, aren't you afraid of hearing my story?" asked Sofia to me. I'm confidently replied "
Well..ermmm no.". After hearing Sofia's nonsense story i'm singing song to avoid sleep while driving.

"segala apa yang...telah ku berikan masih lagi tak memadai,hampir ku tersungkur menuntut janji darimu~"

While Sofia and me sang the duet version of "Segalanya" by Haqiem Rosli, suddenly a black Myvi car come and drove side by side with my Mercedes car. Sofia and me continue singing. After a couple minutes the Myvi car still drove next to me. And what surprising me is i can see the Myvi driver staring at me with scariest look. And then i'm looking at Sofia with ask remark on my face. Sofia then ask me "Didn't you just remember to my ghost story that i just told half an hour ago?". I'm just saying yes because the driver didn't stop staring at me. I'm freak out like the 'girl' in Sofia's ghost story, i pressed the pedal all out and left the Myvi car behind. After drive Sofia to her house i'm heading back to my own house. As my fuel start to running out so i stop at Petronas fuel station to refill in the tank. On my way to pay the fuel at cashier someone poke me and i said "oh my god". The one whose poke me just now is the Myvi car driver before. I'm SHOCKED. The Myvi driver said.

     "I have a question to ask you, Miss.." said him.

      "I also have question to ask you too.." replied me.

       "Well,i'm let you to ask me first, Miss" he replied.

       "Why do you stared at me along the highway for over 5 minute just an hour ago? " since he's just looking fine, no kinda ghost looks alike then i'm confident he's a human but i'm felt weird why he did that.

       "So is that the thing you wanna know huh?. Actually i'm kinda felt weird why a girl like you drive ALONE at night and pretend like you are talking to someone along the way but actually you are alone, that's why i'm staring at you beautiful girl.." said him.

     I'M DRIVING ALONE?...what the hell is going on?
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*actually sofia has died a week ago.she took a suicide as she thought no more happiness without her husband.

*Dont take it serious dude,it was one of my writing actually.heeeeheeeheee piece yaww.